Eternal Lyrics

The Bully's Diary

Entry One

Dear Diary

I feel like a monster is hiding inside of me

And it be tryna find ways to get out of me

Anytime I'm ever feeling stressed or if I get upset

It be trying to reach out to me

Eveywhere I go it follows me

And every time I lose my bodily autonomy

I give it control over me unconsciously

Or subconsciously

Either or my loved ones telling me they love And that they're proud of me

No bike gear but I need to hear that every time my depression is cycling

Forgot to mention myself, I'm Donny G

If you say you love me then check up on me

Sometimes knowing your worth can leave you lonely

And if you want me to stay well then show me

The mark that I'll leave on this world is eternal

Diary I gotta tell you I love to pop shit

Like a runaway train nobody can stop this

I'm ten toes down like a bitch got drop kicked

They see my shoes, see my jeans

I'm looking clean they wanna copy

They wanna find the stores I got it from, they wanna cop it

Don't wanna hand it to me but every time imma clock it

And my niggas is mobbin

The fake bitches is gone, the betrayal's not forgotten

You want it now you got it

Everyone's been waiting to see how I'm coming

So much pressure it could've just sucked the life from me

You do shit for attention cuz you want eye on you

You post yo nudes And only get five likes from it

The mark I'll leave on this world is eternal

Every time I black out The Bully come out

Does that make Donny innocent? The jury is out

If them niggas with the shits then get the clips

If them niggas acting out then get the script

We can go bar for bar or brick for brick

Or shoot it out, blick from blick from 9 to 6

You bitches need a pot to piss ya time is ticced

This is when I off you tricks

The plot is thick

I spot some licks, I pop a bitch

A one man apocalypse

An Optimist

I peel them like pharmacists

I'm marvelous, I startle them

I stay booked, novelist

I school niggas, scholarships

I'm hard to get, not hard to miss

I hardly miss

I'll clown a bitch, Harley Quin

Sorry if I wronged a bitch

Sorry if you struggle to get a song to stick

Whew

Winter time with a summer flow

You doing it now I did that shit like months ago

Good time with harder goals

Gotta remain humble though

Cuz some will stay And some will go

Some will laugh

Some distract you off your path until you're lost

And You wonder where you at, you need a map

You tired of this shit you need a nap

Ain't in the Bando but you feeling trapped

No matter what they say stay vigilant

No matter what they say or who they're mentioning No matter what they say stay disciplined

Even when it feels like you're being swallowed up

Have you ever been swallowed up

No matter what they say

No matter what they say, no matter what they say

No matter what they say no matter what they say