Shattered Glass ft. CONQUEST Lyrics

Yo, check it

Let me take you inside of the mind of what the 'Quest does

I sleep at night with disappointments and bedbugs

Roof's caving in faster than all my dreams and goals

And I work a dead end job out in the freezing cold

My nose is peeling and reeling from it's sneezing role

Satan's using all my demons trying to seize my soul

Sorry, this ain't that pimp, player, gangster flow

No, there ain't a chick in my bed looking like Amber Rose

This is that "I eat the same crap every night

Saving for my studio sessions", that's my very life

Kinda scary right? Dude it's a scary sight

Sometimes I barely eat, never do I rarely write

Praying that you download thoughts that God has given me

So you're seeking Christ as savior and your liberty

But I'm seeing low downloads and low turnouts

Frustration's got me close to being burnt out

I'm sorta like the candle in the wind

Trying to stay on fire but I'm unraveling with sin

And it questions my confidence

And being underrated is becoming less an less of a compliment

You can keep that, I don't need that

I need you copping the record, I need feedback

Again, sorry if I'm spittin' with aggression

I'm talking 'bout things that often trigger my depression

I do a lot of encouraging, lots of supporting

Romans 12:10 says that rocks with importance

But often, I'm in need of it back

Besides the stuff I just rapped, there's a reason for that

I rise & grind hoping it's my season perhaps

Then watch my season collapse and give me reasons to snap

With extra demons attached and now this artist is sick

And I'm in need of a radical departure from this

Cause

I can't do it on my own strength, Lord knows

That is the biggest lie, the reason why

I gotta crucify on my own flesh, thought so

Yeah, conquest must die, The season's nigh

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die

Yo, pity parties are wack, I'm more mature within

But us encouragers need some encouraging

Or lose courage, found often dead

Cause suicide finally found a way to throw us off the ledge

Not just because of rap, rap was just the last straw

Rejection of our love? that we never ask for

Was the type to be cool with everybody

Til I saw that ain't the rule with everybody

Put myself last until I lacked wisdom

Then they act different, now I'm more selfish with my ambition

Need to change 'cause I ought to

Plus I'm sick of loving women that I no longer talk to

My honesty is coming brutally, truthfully

I'm not friendly as I used to be, you're getting scrutiny

I'm still open to it, but to a certain extent

It's either that or feel the hurt, then I vent

With every breath in my lung that God allowed me

That alone is humbling, shows it's not about me

With all these crosses I bear, I swear I had enough

But being Christ like is to be taken advantage of

And being willing to do so by example

I pray it's something that my life can handle

Cause I'm trying to guard my heart, be grateful & be patient

But Jason's often impatient, I'm real enough to say it

I know a lotta y'all are dying for your dream

Got fired for your dream & it fries your self esteem

Had people walk out when you needed them the most

Then you did the same thing 'cause the demons got too close

I know a lotta y'all appreciate my straight talk

But this is more than grind, it's a faith walk

Seek the kingdom or my heart is at risk

To the point I need a radical departure from this

Cause

I can't do it on my own strength, Lord knows

That is the biggest lie, the reason why

I gotta crucify on my own flesh, thought so

Yeah, conquest must die, The season's nigh

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die

Cause I can't do it on my own strength, Lord knows

That is the biggest lie, the reason why

I gotta crucify on my own flesh, thought so

Yeah, Conquest must die, The season's nigh

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die, yeah

Conquest Must Die