fake my smile Lyrics

I told you

I don't know where to go

Can't find a place like home

Cause now I'm all on my own

I hope you

Could like me for my soul

But now I'm barely holding on

And I'm trying not to let go

I'm tired cause I just wanna be alright

Everybody out there seem so fine

But I can barely even fake my smile

Now I'm terrified

My life I'd never wanna live it twice

Oh I'm sorry I just need some time

I wish love was how it was when I was 5

now I'm terrified

I'm goddamn lonely

In my damn soul

You'll never know me

I wish you won't

And I keep calling

I'm losing hope

You'll never know me

I wish you won't

I'm just lost in my thoughts I know

No one knows what I like no more

People care when you care some more

So I've been up in my bed since 4

I don't wanna live my life

In all those lies

Cause I keep tryna make things right

I've been tryna make things fine

But now I try

To Let go

I told you

I don't know where to go

Can't find a place like home

Cause now I'm all on my own

I hope you

Could like me for my soul

But now I'm barely holding on

And I'm trying not to let go

I'm goddamn lonely

In my damn soul

You'll never know me

I wish you won't

And I keep calling

I'm losing hope

You'll never know me

I wish you won't

I'm goddamn lonely

In my damn soul

You'll never know me

I wish you won't

And I keep calling

I'm losing hope

You'll never know me

I wish you won't