For what it's worth the cost maybe too much

The Love has certainly been a crutch

Making room for the two of us

Only getting us stuck

Coulda split up sooner

Back when we both had enough

But I Can't lie man that shit kinda tough

Cause she the only one that I ever loved

Times change and the feeling it stuck

Cause what I gave was just never enough

And what I want I just never received

And then they wonder what has happened to me

By passing on the insecurities

Minor setback for major comeback

If it was real it would never be in question

Trapped in the evanescence

But I'm loyal

Loyal to a fault in all friendships

Anonymous messages that are cryptic

Took what you gave for granted yes I admit it

Tried to be the superman that you always envision but

I've been reminiscing on the bad days like they were good

Lotta lost friends lord knows I did what I could

Feeling like a burden

And Love was never certain

But the grass looked greener

And I felt I had a purpose

These days I'm meaner

My light gotta little darker

Wish I could redo my life

And play a little smarter

Weather I was right or wrongs not the discussion

Feeling like I'm on alone and nobodies coming

Needed a boast

I'm coasting

Time to reboot

Micro dosing

Need new emotions

It's hopeless

She notice

I Isolate myself

From who I love

Just because

It's harder to face it

Easier to ignore

But every once and while

It'll knock at your door

If you don't kill it now certainty there's going to be more

So you gotta answer

If you don't prepare you're in shambles

Alotta shit I been through but this the hardest thing to handle