Losing Game Lyrics

I've seen darker days but something in my brain still feels the same

And it's hard to change when every memory brings back the pain

I'm learning to give away the grace that I wish that I could give myself

And I'm hurting but I don't wanna show you

Two fucked up halves make a whole

Still bruised and scarred but I know

We all learn as we go

Counting all the years I numbed the pain

Fighting with the things I couldn't change

Don't you know that I refuse to play a losing game

Getting back up despite the shame

Covered in the blood I wiped away

Don't you know that I refuse to play a losing game

I'm past the phase of losing my head over everything that don't go my way

Cause what is a tantrum at 28?

Yeah God is it so true, what you don't heal will haunt you

The only way out is through

Counting all the years I numbed the pain

Fighting with the things I couldn't change

Don't you know that I refuse to play a losing game

Getting back up despite the shame

Covered in the blood I wiped away

Don't you know that I refuse to play a losing game?

No there is no such thing as a losing game

No there is no such thing as a losing game

Counting all the years I numbed the pain

Fighting with the things I couldn't change

Don't you know that I refuse to play a losing game

Getting back up despite the shame

Covered in the blood I wiped away

Don't you know that I refuse to play a losing game