NYE Lyrics

I still reminisce I think about those better days

When everything stayed the same and nothing ever changed

Now even my closest friends don't talk to me the same

Been months since last we caught up always something in the way

And we blame it on the weather blame it on these little things

Probably see you at a party we'll make small talk bout how it's been

I can't keep on losing the people I hold close to me

Suddenly you're just a pop up in my snapchat memories

Fill my cup and turn up the volume

Take a sip match the energy in the room

Fuck me up so I can forget about you

Someone passing me a blunt said take a hit I took two

Got a little more than liquor up inside my cup

Thinking that I miss her and I fucked that one up

Tried to forget about you now I'm sad and I'm drunk

Got home about half past two and I threw it all back up

When I was kid I idolized the people in them magazines

Remember telling my mum that one day that would be me

Now I've got depression and friends hooked on amphetamines

None of this was ever what I wanted for my team

So much for a dream feels a lot like a nightmare

It's weird to say it out loud but I might be a little scared

Turning back is not option so I guess I'll just die here

This girl told me I should talk to god said he wouldn't hear my prayer

I was sick you said you didn't care I was hoping you'd come see me

Thought that you might pull through since it was new years eve

But I guess in hindsight I had no idea what I was thinking

I was high on so much shit before I even started drinking

Fill my cup and turn up the volume

Take a sip match the energy in the room

Fuck me up so I can forget about you

Someone passing me a blunt said take a hit I took two

Got a little more than liquor up inside my cup

Thinking that I miss her and I fucked that one up

Tried to forget about you now I'm sad and I'm drunk

Got home about half past two and I threw it all back up