Lost Lyrics

On the edge of the world and I'm trying to find you

I don't know what I'll do I can't do this without you, yeah

Ever since you left, I swear this shit ain't right

And even know that I be breathing, I ain't living my life

I hit my room dropped to my knees, I pray to the Lord and I cry

Talked to the Lord and asked him, why the hell you leaving my side

And you know that we miss you

Only puttin' my trust inside my pistol

I don't wanna talk, so I dismiss them

When I'm all alone, they say I'm distant

I can't even celebrate Christmas

Cause I got you all on top of the wish list

Hopefully these things will work out and then we get rich

Body feeling cold at the funeral, I'm shivering

If I was there that night, you know you still be living

Feeling like I failed you, I hope that you forgive me

I'ma live my life and every day and in your image

I know you see me calling, why the fuck ain't you gon' pick up

Yeah

Why the fuck ain't you gon' pick up

I don't even wanna get up

Only way I see you is when I look at my dreams

I know I'm not locked up, but I don't feel free

See, me and you was two pods in the pea

And ever since you left, I don't know what to think

Remember looking sad in your casket

I'm thinking to myself, how the fuck did this happen

The panic attack hit me at work, I'm asthmatic

I was doing real good, I hit the curb and I'm crashing

I just keep tripping

Grab the alcohol, I'ma just keep sipping

Feeling like I'm getting real close to my limit

At a war with myself and nobody win yet

Nobody win yet

Can't even face the family because I'm feeling pain inside

Ain't no more drugs around cause already know I'm taking mine

Ever since you left me, I swear to God I hate my life

Might just grab this pistol and I'll bust this little brain of mine

Where did you go the day you left me

I've been feeling so cold, I'm feeling empty

And the day that I go, will they forget me

Say the day that I go, will they forget me

Cause I don't even wanna disclose just how I'm feeling

Taking all these pills and I know it's gonna kill me yea

Ever since you left, I don't know what's gonna heal me yet

Left me by myself and it's cold, it's getting chilly yeah

On the edge of the world and I'm trying to find you

I don't know what I'll do

I can't do this without you