Forever is a Game Lyrics

So it's been a year

You've been an everlasting thought and

A tortured souvenir

Of a time I wish I had forgotten

Ever since that fateful day

I was whisked away

By a looping tortured thought of what could have been

And now I want to tell you how my life's affected by your indifference

And your torturous ignorance

In our little playtime fun, we come back around to see

Who the biggest clown between us is

And the answer's always me

Realizing forever is a game

And it fucking hurts to play

And in my late-night whispers

Your name comes back to me

I'm wrapped around your finger

That finger would tell me to fuck off

In this one-sided depression obsession

You got me running in circles trying to find the cure

And now I want to tell you how my life's affected by your indifference

And your torturous ignorance

In our little playtime fun, we come back around to see

Who the biggest clown between us is

And the answer's always me

Realizing forever is a game

And it fucking hurts to play

In the quiet dead of night

Your memory comes to life

And brings a light

The type that's blinding and burning

I sit alone in my emptiness

Waiting for the breath

Of air that I take in

And that's my last bit of oxygen

That I'm willing to breathe without you here

And that's the downside of playing in this game

I'm suffocating for you

And now I want to tell you how my life's affected by your indifference

And your torturous ignorance

In our little playtime fun, we come back around to see

Who the biggest clown between us is

And the answer's always me

Realizing forever is a game

And it fucking hurts to play