Dejection Lyrics

Straight out of hell, getting higher

Call up my dope supplier, kill a choir

Might turn into a mass shooter

Cut throat getting looser

Drug user, self abuser

No errors in my terror

Are you scared of triple six? I cut my wrists

The pale faced, Yung Disgrace, Yung Cobain

Heroin in my veins, I think I'm crazed, I'm so deranged

Suicidal schizophrenic born in evil ways

I'm someone you can't tame

Manic depressive, I'm over obsessive

The elegant elements that I am possessing

No changing aggression to you I'm possessive

The beautiful art of dejection is stressing

My mind is demented, depression a blessing

My heart is still aching, I'm longing for ending my life

I don't want it, it's Death that I'm calling

No lifeline, I'm over debating it often

Cut throat silent, live through violence

Death is creeping, I'm the messiah

Blood flow rising, lil schizo hiding, while devising my suicide

I - I think I'm depressed

Stomach full of shit that I can't ingest

Life dejected, so neglected, live rejected, don't feel respected

That druggy, that junkie, I'll die if I'm lucky

Bitch give me your money, igniting my body

The ashes they scatter, don't matter, can't fathom, I live for the lessor my life was an error

Cut Throat the terror, can't talk I just stutter

Limp when I walk all because of the mixture

I put in my body everyday daily, no stopping, keep popping, addictions are vicious

This cycle I'm living, I know I'm not winning

The horror is winning, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Defeated, depleted, I'm pleading and sinning

My wrists are still bleeding, my knees are still shaking

The mass drugs that I'm taking

Withdrawals be shaking and aching, degrading

The saga's just starting, withdrawing from life it's live or die

I ain't choosing life, I ain't choosing life