Real With Myself Lyrics

It's time to keep it real with myself

I've been fucking up, no I can't deal with myself Goddamn

It's time I learn the in's and the out's

My brother in the 'Ville, I know he'd kill to get out of there

And I know how you work

You tell my ass to leave, but when I'm gone, you say you're hurt

Bae, that's not how shit works

Don't tell me that you love me, after all that shits just words

I ain't never had no real love, I'm still tryna learn

You need to pick you a side and leave me alone

Like how you gon' tell my ass not to leave and then you go

It's just something I can't believe up in these hoes

And I know you're gon' come back 'cause you're scared to be on your own

It's okay I am too

I've been tryna find the feeling that I had when I had you

But now I've got you back, and I don't get it, so confused

No way, I'm trying not to go back to my old ways

Something just ain't adding up

I just popped an eddie, hit the pen, and rolled a blunt

My boy, he in the bay smokin' exotic, real runtz

They're saying that I changed up, but I don't give a fuck

'Cause ain't shit changed

I just learned to stay in my lane

I had to learn that shit ain't a race

Everybody's got their time, I'm gon' get better

I've just been on my grind, bitch I won't stop until I get it, I'm on go

It's time to keep it real with myself

I've been fucking up, no I can't deal with myself Goddamn

It's time I learn the in's and the out's

My brother in the 'Ville, I know he'd kill to get out of there

And I know how you work

You tell my ass to leave, but when I'm gone, you say you're hurt

Bae, that's not how shit works

Don't tell me that you love me, after all that shits just words

I ain't never had no real love, I'm still tryna learn