IN ABSENTIA Lyrics

In absentia

I am caressing you, my heart is blessing you, my soul,

possessing you

You pulled where I sit, no talk, you're the girl I'm always find my way to

Dance around all the time and I hate to

You built the world for the kid and I paid you

Paint the sky one time, I've been dreaming a lot

I prayed to God a few times and it fell into place

You told me that you're proud of me and I love that shit

Pretty girl, help, I've been overthinking

You making posts on your main just to thank me

She really thinking about me? man, that's crazy, I'm gassed up

Plus, you never gave a fuck about the fanfare

By 2019, it's all dead noise, pain and a pipe dream

At a standstill, thinking about the times that we might need

All the guidance in the world that we can't find

Outsourced to a new place

You going all out for me and thought I could be the part that you need to stay

Texting all day, if I could call late at night, I might take your breath away

I sent a text to you, Can read, cause these memories don't feel like three years away

Don't wanna fuck up your head and fall out again, I called out of work today

Angie, it's all up to me if I wanna be the part that can keep you safe

You sent a call out to me when I was asleep and I woke up with the shakes!

Feels on 10, but the night won't end

Overslept wrong the side of the bed

Come on, let's get ahead, let the lights come in

Full stop, baby, please don't go

We're in love, let it go

Feels so tense, but the night won't end

No stints, cause we're both all in

Come on, let's go get what we both wanted

Moonrock on the flight to Sol

We're in love

I love you

You pulled up to the crib, cleaned up

Got shit for me, girl, I'm ungrateful

Every time you wanna go, I'm impatient

or fucked up in the head, and too anxious

You call me up to tell me something you've been thinking about

A lose cannon with my mouth, I be screaming a lot

And I'ma never break through, I'm a lost cause

I turn to God, girl, this time isn't all talk

I spill it all in the end

When I have it all in my hand

I wish I had an army for defense

Drop a love bomb in the end

I wasn't tryna fuck up your head with the toxic shit

Baby, I mean what I said, girl, you know that shit

This is all in the plan for real

Bring that ass over here crazy

Feels on 10, but the night won't end

Overslept wrong the side of the bed

Come on, let's get ahead, let the lights come in

Full stop, baby, please don't go

We're in love, let it go

Still so tense that the mind won't end

No stints, cause we're both all in

Come on, let's go get what we both wanted

Moonrock on the flight to Sol

We're in love

I didn't know how to put that shit into a text

But this shit means something to me

This shit means something to me

This shit means something to me

This shit means something to me

This shit means, woo

Woo, woo

Woo

In absentia

Pretend I kiss your eyes

Pretend I hold you near

Pretend you're really here

But then I go to sleep

And when my sleep is still

My every dream you fill

My every dream you fill