praying to the sky Lyrics

Moon's bright and lights are low, the storm is raging now

I know i didn't give any sign of life for quite some time

I've been fighting my own mind, i wanna die, it's no surprise

And i start to realize that we've been told a thousand lies

I've never been so heartless, i've never been so cold

Everything is pointless if when we die there's nothing more

So i hide behind the curtains, i shut and lock the door

I hurt myself on purpose until i pass out on the floor

I fucking hate myself

It cannot end this way

I'm trying not to die

All hope is gone in flames

Doesn't matter anyway

Still i'm praying to the sky