5AM IN OSSINING Lyrics

Damn

I'm in my head, I'm barely breathing
Losing on the plot and all the meaning

Ran out of ideas, I'm depleted

This feel like a scene right out of of seclude, yeah

I call my bro to service bottles up

Came with five glasses, it's not enough (no way)

Ain't no ride to get me out, uh (yeah)

Not the same guy from Death of Cinema

Come on

It's a facade, but it's working

I'm in my head bout what they think of me from Purchase

Like do they think I got integrity, I'm worth it

I'm in a room with all my friends, but feel a burden

I wanna be a star, but might end up in clerk shifts

Cuz I've been calling out loud like it's urgent

My voice is giving out, I'm deserted

I guess that's how it is

But it feel like

All this time

I wanted light

Not so bright, but clear enough

So disgruntled

Televised

Let go pride and fear, love

All I've proved

Is one of kind

Not on mind of no one

All maxed out

I blew my time

Left on line from here on out (yeah)

That shit is rough for me, huh

Cuz I got nothing else

I may accumu- wealth

That's not what life's about

I could have everything

But I'll still have my doubts

Had like a wedding ring

I fucking threw it out

A girl as light as God of Sun in my messages

But I done ran this once before, set the precedent

From what I've done before, you'll barely tell my -telligence

Our trauma's relevant

It still feel like

All this time

I wanted light

Not so bright, but clear enough

So disgruntled

Televised

Let go pride and fear, love (do you fear that)

All I've proved

Is one of kind

Not on mind of no one

All maxed out

I blew my time

Left on line from here on out

Let's ride this shit out

Can't you tell what I need

Can't you tell what I need (can you really though)

Can't you tell what I need

Can't you tell what I need

Can't you tell what I need