1AM IN ORLANDO Lyrics

Why the fuck you had me go through hell

Why the fuck you had me go through hell

That ignorance bliss to the fact that you don't know me well

Learned to swim, bought into too many lies the way I hold a sale

And that life jacket you sent in these waters it was to know avail

I'm drowning out that noise and covering up my ears

And wondering all these years

Looking around and wondering bout my peers

Everything is not as they appear, but shit still come in clear

And just like how shawty come for me, my time is coming near

I had to tell them fuck all that glamour and wishy-washy business

Trust that they'll figure out what they lost when they come and try find forgiveness

Trust that they'll reap karma the way they bewildered a kindred spirit

The apples don't fall from they tree, trust that Im far from near it

I'm second in command, next to God, fighting for this life,

Catch some second-hand, when we out here smoking through the night

Don't say I never can, I gotta problem with proving them wrong

And ever since my bitch left I know I'll never do right again

And imma keep putting in work my g, they see it as falling off

And you don't want me calling shots my g, you'll never get a call again

Just been searching for myself, when the shit come gotta seize that chance

Laid my cards on the table, had a decent hand

Tried to sit with how I feel but we can't stand

That just, that's just how it is

Why they counterfeit

When the bills come in, by the time you come, we counted it

We don't need you here

I can't live in fear

I empower it

I empower it

Sometimes you gotta sacrifice whats left, gain everything

Whens the last time they really did for me for real, remembering,

They didn't engage me enough for them to ring a bell dawg, no wedding ring

I won't deny insecurities but trust I'm secure with that

I won't deny I was hurt by that

The fact accountability doesn't take account that they gon' hurt you back

Saying I'm on tight rope, I ain't worth the slack

The truth gon' always come up way it lies on the surface yeah

And trust they know I'm the closest thing to perfect yeah

Lot of stress on my mind, let the blunt do its job, is it working yet

Plotting on his life tryna figure out is it worth it yet

I feel like I been across to find love but I can't find it

They always get a pass for misunderstood assignments

Maybe if I wasn't writing vows maybe a label sign me

Maybe if I wasn't thinking bout a child, coulda been out here wilding

Even though that's not my style you had me out here fit for you

Running game on me like you know we don't play them rules

I just wanted you to eat but you don made me food

Now you tryna seem down when Im tryna see it through

Always tryna cross between the lines that I'm reading through

Always tryna sleep on me, can't help that I'm dreaming too

I ain't believe in shit but dawg I always believed in you