Backwards (Demo) Lyrics

If you kill yourself leave me a note

Things have brought you down

Everything is dead and I am gone

So what's it to you now

We spend all our time

Moving things around

Pavement dreams will never end

We'll never settle down

I do it to myself

I don't wanna pass these things

I don't wanna pass these things when I drive

Give yourself away

I didn't know I had to

Slip inside the noose

I probably would be glad to

I wish you coulda seen when I was moving backwards

Spend some time alone

It's the same thing as my head

Everything that's going on

Is adjacent to the end

I could grow a rose

And turn it to a wildfire

The roots they never show

Conflicted by the desire

And I always hoped

That I could show you everything

I guess we'll never know

Just what tomorrow brings

And these things never change

I've heard it for the last time

Spend the time I have

To waste the time that I don't

I waste all of my gas

To search for things that I know

And all in all I wish I changed

But all is well at least you'd think

At least you're here at least you came

At least you were the one I had to laugh to

And I shoulda drift away

When I had to chance to