Decisions Lyrics

Decisions, course-correcting visions

Captain of my own damn sinking ship

Some days, struggle over each wave

Tunnel vision replay in my mind

Tried to, tried my best to steer through

Obstacles in plain view and still I find

I'm taking on water, I won't be discovered again

But still I grip harder in search of a better way's end

As if I'll mend

Decisions, course-correcting visions

Captain of my own damn sinking ship

Should I have gone down

With you standing by my side

It's not like me to bail out

Treading now, counting my breaths

Can't look down, it's just a matter of time

Until you see what's left of me

A body that's buried beneath

Decisions, course-correcting visions

Captain of my own damn sinking ship

Should I have gone down

With you standing by my side

It's not like me to bail out

The chaos is drowned out by silence

My silence is strangled by fear

Shooting my flare not in hopes that you'll save me

But just as a sign I was here

I'm captain of all the decisions I've made

A vessel with only my name

I promised return with no cause for concern

But that certainty sailed away

I'm captain of all that I could be one day

A thought that I once used to say

Now all that I'm thinking is

I'm fucking sinking

And filling this grave where I'll lay

Maybe it's better this way