Tears of a Clown (slowed down) Lyrics

I'm a grown ass man, I will show no pain

I'm a fuckin' soldier, you know I remain

Until the day it's over, alone, I'm alone

I gotta keep the heater on me, the world gettin' colder

Gotta walk the road alone, cause they did me wrong

I pray to God to clear my heart and keep me so strong

They want me with my head down

But how do that sound?

I gotta smile through the pain, the rain and the clouds

And when them people come around I know they ain't down

I know who really fuckin' with me and who fuckin' around

It's no more love I can give, I'm no longer pure

So say goodbye to the nice guy he gone for good

And it can't be cured, when it rain it poured

I got murder on my mind for my problems to be solved

I'm supposed to put my faith in God, and drop to my knees

But when I look in the sky, I don't think he lookin' for me

Please, I need somebody who ain't gon' leave

Somebody, who solid, and can be honest to me

I'm to the point, where it's violence if it's problems with me

I'll have them fuckin' helicopters, tryna find ya body

Now they looking for you and they can't find you

Nah they can't find you

I said, I said, I said, I said, who got a problem with me?

Today, you play, you get them choppers for free

Take me out of my misery, I'm ready to leave

And since life is hard then death gotta be easy

Believe half of what you see, and nothing you heard

Ten toes, I'ma stand, for what I deserve

I'm a man, all I have is my nuts and my words

It ain't no love in these streets, so keep your ass on the curb

It's time to get what I earned

I let everybody eat, but now the tables have turned

Never give a bitch a heart, I guarantee you get burned

It ain't no love, no trust or loyalty, you gon' learn

All I know, is the hustle, been gettin' in trouble

It be seemin' like I made it, but I'm still in a struggle

Like I live in a bubble, I been thuggin' alone

I made somethin' out of nothin', but don't want it no more

Cause I was happier broke, got to the bag

Now I'm mad, I ain't laughin' at jokes

I'm stressin', and I can't even cope

Depressin', that's why I'm ready to go

Yeah, it's ManiBagz, pain will change you

But the truth don't change, the truth remain the same

It just get revealed over time

People change, times change

The truth remain the same

Hiding behind this mask

The smile, the tears of a clown