Searching for the rain Lyrics

Walkin' down the boulevard

My heart feels so heavy

Thought I found the answer in the music

But it don't come easy

I was singin' all these songs

But they won't heal my soul

Lost in the sunshine

But my heart's in the shadows

I push everyone away

Can't let them in

My mind's a battleground

Fightin' the demons within

Feeling all alone

Drownin' in my pain

But the melody's so sweet

It's drivin' me insane

I'm lost in the sunshine

But I'm searchin' for the rain

I'm tryna find peace

But it's all in vain

I'm dancing on the surface

Hidin' all the sorrow

Lost in sunshine

But it's darkness I borrow

I push everyone away

Can't let them in

My mind's a battleground

Fightin' the demons within

Feeling all alone

Drownin' in my pain

But the melody's so sweet

It's drivin' me insane

I'm lost in the sunshine

But I'm searchin' for the rain

I'm tryna peace

But it's all in vain

I'm dancing on the surface

Hidin' all the sorrow

Lost in sunshine

But it's darkness I borrow