Only Temporary Lyrics

Another night I'm left to wonder

If I will sleep peacefully

Or if I will go through this pain

Of not knowing what is real

Something I've lived with

For as long as I can remember

Minutes feel like hours and I'm stuck

In this never ending nightmare

I can't see I can't feel I can't scream

But I remember everything

This crippling fear that haunts me

Leaves me breathless and paralyzed

In a state of mind where the terror

Never seems to subside

It finds a home inside my head

Makes me feel like I am dead

I keep telling myself

"It's only temporary you can get through this"

Time and time again

It doesn't seem to get any easier

But I've grown to embrace this

this crippling fear that surrounds me

I can't wake up

My dreams play pretend

This hell never ends

From every corner of the room

It weighs heavy on my chest

Running out of breath

Like a poison without an antidote

Things may never get better

But in my dreams I've realized

It's not always what it seems

I keep telling myself it's only temporary

It's a lifetime of constant struggle and pain

I keep telling myself it's only temporary

For the night is dark and full of terrors