Life is Death Lyrics

I can't believe I used to be

Used to be so scared to die

But now I innerstand that this life

Ain't quite the end times

Actually only the end of death

Think it's like Mac said

(Mac Ced)

Don't think that there's an end at all

Don't feel the need to pretend at all

Told my Mama I ain't scared to fall

So I stand tall and go through it all

But only after I try go around it

Feet in the grass, smoking grass to get grounded

Tryna find peace

Think I found it til it slips away

Chillin with the flow doctor the HIPPA way

Keep it confidential used to fuck some hippo babes

On the chubby chase instead of the money chase

But I don't body shame

I like them thicker than a snicker

First time I drank some liquor I said please don't me be

Like my father

He died when I was a toddler

Ain't know the nigga

But I know he wasn't no role model

Died at 30

Tryna exceed him by at least a decade

It scares my babe

The way I speak of death in such a way

Makes it not seem like the flipside of the coin

Life is death

But we separate the two

So we avoid to fill the void

Until you feel that life decaying from ya loins

We soak up moments with our boys

Reminiscing on stories

Fantasies full of joy

Chosen ones deploy

I've been here before

Was just a jit

When I fell from the abyss

Bearing gifts

Some angels don't descend from heaven

But are placed

To help the human race til they ascend

Tryna not get stuck up on my fuck-ups

My stressful nut-busts

That make my sheets crust up

Just for the dopamine rush

Life been doberman rough

So hard when sobering up

So far not sober enough

Cuz I been high off pleasure

Life's a raw ass joke

I need that Ed Murph leather

Pendulum swing like tether

My mind feels severed

Can't come together

Can't recreate so cremate me

I smoking grass to get grounded

Til my mama caught me smoking grass, and I got grounded

Tryna find peace think I found it

With this music shit (nigga)