scared.. ft. Ghost of Shadowz Lyrics

'Cause I can't make you care

You always say "goodbye"

But you've been staying on my mind

It happens every time

We wasted all these years

When you could've been my wife

But now I'm standing on my own

Waiting on your line

Baby, I've been scared

Waking up every day

Thinking "what if you're not mine?"

What if you found someone that's better than me

And worth your time?

I just wanna make you feel beautiful

Make you shine

Baby, I know your worth

They say love is a curse

But I thought a curse would be worse

The only thing that really hurts

Is knowing that there's better than me

And any second you can get up and leave

I've been wiping my tears all over my sleeve

Just so I don't grab the blade and fucking bleed

Overthinking has been making it hard to sleep

I just don't want you to up and leave

'Cause I can't make you care

You always say "goodbye"

But you've been staying on my mind

It happens every time

We wasted all these years

When you could've been my wife

But now I'm standing on my own

Waiting on your line

I lie awake at night

Wishing you were by my side

But lately I've been so distant

I know it worries you

But I promise I don't mean to

I don't know how to cope

So I just go ghost

But baby, I'm so afraid

That you might just slip away

Leave, block me, and just run away

I'm scared that you'll find someone new

Someone that treats you better than I do

I don't want to lose you

And I can't bare the thought

Of you with someone new

I know I haven't been perfect

I've made my fair share of mistakes

I promise to work hard and show you what you mean to me

Even if that ends up hard to see

'Cause I can't make you care

You always say "goodbye"

But you've been staying on my mind

It happens every time

We wasted all these years

When you could've been my wife

But now I'm standing on my own

Waiting on your line