dead life Lyrics

Don't know what it is but they waiting on my downfall

High in the sky

Waiting on my downfall, right?

Want me in a box and die

Put my dead soul in a box

Know I gotta start my day off with a henny shot

Know I gotta quit buying cigs at the shop

Damn I gotta pause yeah I know I gotta stop

As a kid I used to run a-lot down the block

Back when my momma hugged me, now pops is all I got

Running from my life now I'm heading to the top

I ain't backing down now, can't stop now

Oh, My dead life is getting closer

I'm not used to the dead life

Tu-ru-tu-ru-tu-tu-tu-ru

Oho-uh

Never meant to hurt you

If I did then I'm sorry man

I wanna change the days but you know I can't

Maybe in a different universe we meet again

I wanna see my angels but I don't know when

I get really driven when I hold a pen

Blood rushing thru my hand

Don't question all my sins you will never understand

Can not pick a choice 'cause I'm already damned

Nobody that can fix me not a holy man (no)

"I'm tryna fix this damage, yeah"

High in the sky

Waiting on my downfall, right?

Want me in a box and die

Why I feel like no one got my back?

It's gotta be the drugs that made me change like that

It's getting to a point where I hate myself

Guess I gotta blame myself

I don't even care 'bout my health

As long as I'm just high then I feel like I'm myself

Oh, The dead life is getting closer

Oh, My dead life is getting closer

I'm not used to the dead life

Tu-ru-tu-ru-tu-tu-tu-ru

Oho-uh

Yeah

Someday I must go

Somewhere far from home (can't find home)

Seeking for some hope

High in the sky

Waiting on my downfall, right?

Want me in a box and die

Why I feel like no one got my back?

It's gotta be the drugs that made me change like that

It's getting to a point where I hate myself

Guess I gotta blame myself