Two Steps Away Lyrics

(The squeaks) (Squeaks!) (Let's try it again)

Most days I

Wake up with that deadly feeling

Heavy air and never breathin

Pretty sure this won't resolve

I didn't

Think that I could sink this low

And if I stand out in the snow I'm

Pretty sure that I'll dissolve

Why's it so hard

Wanting to get better?

Barefoot out in the cold

I'm always

Two steps away

From feeling okay

It's better this way,

I wanna like myself

Don't ask for the stars

They're too far away

I guess the dirt is okay

I wanna like myself

Cracked pavement

Laying in the grass at midnight

Unexpected winter sunlight

Sitting still just makes me sick

High fevers

Living out of spite

I'll tell my mom and dad that they were right

And never hear the end of it

Trying so hard to want to get better

Learn to lose control

I'm always

Two steps away from

Feeling okay

It's better this way,

I wanna like myself

Don't ask for the stars

They're too far away

I guess the dirt is okay

I wanna like myself

Blue sky and wishful thinking

Miss the moments when I'm blinking

The pulse I hear inside my ears reminds me I'm alive

I'm waiting for the summer

Looking for my lucky numbers

Spacing out the shitty days

Remembering to cry

The sun could disappear

It feels a whole lot brighter here

I'm still missing pieces,

No one's happy all the time

I always run on empty

Didn't think I'd live to twenty

I am miles from the cliff

I'm finally scared to die

The pulse in my ears reminds me I'm alive

I'm always

Two steps away from feeling okay

I'm better this way

I wanna like myself

Don't give me the stars

They're too far away

I think the dirt is okay

I wanna like myself