giving up everything Lyrics

I have this reoccurring dream every once in a while

I'm knee-deep in a stream, wading out towards the tide

Sinking ships look pretty in the moonlight

I have this reoccurring fear I'm missing out on my life

Trading thrill for a slow, steady peace of mind

But will I spend forever thinking 'bout the joy ride?

I made some fast friends in the back of a fast car

Passion in my beating young heart

I finally have the life that I wanted

Would've given up anything

To never end up back where I started

All the pain I was carrying

I checked the boxes, I played all of my cards right

So what's the reason, I'm missing all the good nights

Feels like I have the life that I wanted

But am I giving up everything

Guess it's true, have a fear of all these closing doors

Scared of growing too old and scared of getting bored

Maybe I'm just on the brink of knowing something more

And when I'm miles away I'll always think about you

All of our friends and every time we danced in light up rooms

The memories so bittersweet, was it all gone too soon

Gone too soon

I made some fast friends in the back of a fast car

Passion in my beating young heart

I finally have the life that I wanted

Would've given up anything

To never end up back where I started

All the pain I was carrying

I checked the boxes, I played all of my cards right

So what's the reason, I'm missing all the good nights

Feels like I have the life that I wanted

But am I giving up everything

I have this reoccurring dream that I ruined it all

I'm spiraling how did I ever go so wrong

(Am I giving up everything)

I have a terrifying dream it's all slipping away

So what's the reason I'm giving up everything

I have this reoccurring dream that I'm trying to escape

Tripping over my feet that want so bad to stay

(Am I giving up everything)

I have a vision, I'll make it out the other side

And that's the reason

I'm giving up everything