lapse in judgement (i'll be better) Lyrics

You met their eyes

Are they still on your mind at all

And me, I've moved on

But I am not guiltless at all in this

Hypocrite I am

But I will try to be better

I heard you then

It hurt, but I understand

But if I could accept

That I think I've been on both ends

I wish it always was me

This is only insecurity

A lapse in judgement, you were

Just like they were to them

Can I feel peace and love or

Will I ever see an end

Isn't it strange how I operate

I feel the same sorrows I inflict

Insecurity, inadequacy

A situationship

She had ways into inflicting pain

Without any love, I feel only shame

And to think that you felt the same

It sickens me

I heard you then

It hurt but I understand

Am I fine to move on

Can the past be behind us

I'm so fucking scared

Can I hold your hand

A lapse in judgement, you were

I don't want this to end

Will I finally succumb to fear

I don't want to be alone again