Square One Lyrics

I was kinda hoping I'd recover

But I guess the root of healing takes longer

I thought I'd find hope from a lover

But you can never ask for peace from another

Need to get lost to find yourself

Need to ask questions to get help

Need to be broken to get well

But getting there is hell

And

Back to square one

Right when I thought that it was done

I fell back to feeling alone

My minds slipping out of control

And there's no easy fix to growing

No magic switch to knowing

I'll see one day

It'll be okay

I'm still trying, patient to recover

The therapies and remedies give color

I wouldn't be here without my mother

Midnight conversations closing in on closure

Need to get lost to find yourself

Need to stay strong when overwhelmed

Even when it's so hard to tell

Someone that you need help

And

Back to square one

Right when I thought that it was done

I fell back to feeling alone

My minds slipping out of control

And there's no easy fix to growing

No magic switch to knowing

I'll see one day

It'll be okay

Two months

Off of antidepressants

My hearts

Going all through the lessons

Why can't

I just feel normal

And I'm

Back to square one

Right when I thought that it was done

I fell back to feeling alone

My minds slipping out of control

And there's no easy fix to growing

No magic switch to knowing

I'll see one day

It'll be okay

It'll be okay

It'll be okay