Holy Child Lyrics

Yall already know this

C.rad.b with the beat

Also coming with the speech

Yo

Sea moss on top

Where I got hair loss

I pulled it out

Showering Shitting sleeping

Behind bars

I only got one seat in my car

Yo

I can flow

This bar after bar after bar

While enjoying time I have under these stars

In current reality

And in my mind beyond yalls

This syco gang

Iamu cannot join the cause

I rep the family

And my inner world

Shout out my dawg

Mosty madros

G o d what up haus

I hear I own land down south

But cuzzo say it cost

Damn do I gotta call another lawyer up

Cause we did this six years ago

When my daddy croaked

And why i'm thinking serving you like troy

With murder in the skull

I'm not like these other grown ups

Who gone only play with toys

But wait

Who am I kidding

Cause this body bring me joy

So this continuous living

Doesn't seek out to destroy

Why y'all take me as a joke

I'll admit I had some trouble

Knowing exactly what I want

But yo i've already taken off tho

I gotta make it out this struggle

And I'm bringing with me brothers

I been paying the cost

Of humility and feeling lost

So I use some as a gps

To know how not to trot

I got fam with mental problems

All I can do is listen when they talk

When I do drive to visit

I'm only focused on the mission

This my new religion

So the future I'm now living in

Myself I been disciplining

In order to win it

All these things i've been thinking

I now wanna feel em

She stayed in little rock

Crispy cremes she go and get em

Before the sun would come and visit

I don't know how to treat my niggas

So we stick to strictly business

I'm now really feeling clifton

With these heights that I visit

Feeling the pain of what you mention

Then yo eyes start to water

But those problems no longer living

So just look at where you living

Thankful for none of this was given

Yo I be trotting round the yard

On an ounce of some strong

Plotting with myself

Rarely sharing with my dawgs

Cause I don't fully know they wrongs

Pray some ways I can evolve

I been consulting with the god

Phone no longer on silent

I can't afford to miss these calls

While i'm trying be a pilot

I got passengers

Friends and family

Lending me guidance

Learning off they mileage

Thinking disrespectful when i'm silent

Holy child ma saying we all trying to find it

Yo

Popping stayed her pussy

When i'd come over to visit

Same intermission

We was sexing came in children

Reminded me of seeing momma

And a cracker I wasn't feeling

Damn why still to this day

Do I really wanna kill him

But we all got some healing

And those thoughts I cannot peel em

So I see step daddy's problems

The same as mine

Love we wasn't getting

I want gold in my teeth

Just like my older nigga's

He tell me not to trust him

Those words hurt my feelings

With him I continue building

Until we make it out these ceilings

Helping corporations build up

I'm really fed up

This holy child

Ain't spitting nothing mild

The virus real

But they lying bout the cure in the vile still

So I slide in the z

The tires I do not peel

Respect for people sleeping

2 a.m. I got and get it

It's hard to heal

When others agenda's what you build

That part of self I wanna kill

Finding what I can make real

Yo spitting in the booth

Of the sleeper where I started

Using time to know the wrong directions

Not be heading

I could really use some women

As a medic

Cause playing with myself really selfish

And I don't mind smelling shellfish

Yo that's a joke

Don't look towards me as yo hope

I been climbing up my own rope

With bad habits

That only help me cope

With the reality with no matter how cold

My problems only froze

Thawing out again in summer time

For me to grow

Then finding me another road

Yo can a prince kiss a toad

To help me help out with these tolls

Then again I don't really know

I continue to grow

Fucking me some hoes

But not what I wanna grow

So I pause some of those actions

Thinking the other side is scoring close

But then again

Over there I do not wanna be

Hiding in my clothes

In realities I don't know

Cause that situation hasn't grown

Yo I be trotting round the yard

On an ounce of some strong

Plotting with myself

Rarely sharing with my dawgs

Cause I don't fully know they wrongs

Pray some ways I can evolve

I been consulting with the god

Phone no longer on silent

I can't afford to miss these calls

While i'm trying be a pilot

I got passengers

Friends and family

Lending me guidance

Learning off they mileage

Thinking disrespectful when i'm silent

Holy child ma says we all trying to find it