the twenty-third Lyrics

It's already the 23rd, I haven't spoken in weeks and I'm painfully sober

It's already three, I just hate that I'm probably not on your mind

And I know that Christmas Eve's gon be a

Nightmare cause it's me and last year it was the same

I fell asleep with your name on my lips

I don't wanna get over this mm-mm

I just want you to think my song is pretty cause it's all I have left of you that's with me

And I know I quit smoking but I wanna kill a pack before ten

I don't wanna get over this mm-mm

And I know that Christmas Eve's gonna be a

Nightmare cause it's me and last year I was a wreck

I fell asleep with your name in my head

I don't wanna get over this mm-mm

So I think about you every day and I miss it when you look that way

But I know you won't get your act together, I'm better off without you

And you know I'd never break your heart if you'd given me a choice

And I'll just sit here for ages trying my best to recall the sweet sound of your voice

When you'd say my name, you'd make me feel okay

But now when you call I hate it, don't wanna see your face

And I know that Christmas Eve's gonna be a

Nightmare cause it's me and this year

It's been the same I fell asleep with your name in my head

Please tell me we'll never end mm-mm