Thru My Eyes Lyrics

If you could see this life through my eyes, you wouldn't be the same

All the trust turned into lies, cuz of all the snakes

Fell out of love a couple of times, reading the signs to late

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way

Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way

I ain't goin' out like no chump, I gotta get it in, that's for my son

I put it on him, I get what I want, huh, bitch, I ain't no punk

I ain't stuntin' like my daddy, cuz that nigga died bein' a bum yea

Addicted to them blues until he was blue inside his lungs, huh

Saw the picture of how he looked when he took his last breath

Shit really left me speechless if I must confess

His soul really left his body, but I was really stiff

A deadbeat dad, yeah, he really livin' up to it

I cannot get him up from it, that chapter is already sealed yeah

I'm only here dealing with trauma, all the generational curses I shield

I'm only hearing all my relatives fightin' and arguing, trippin' on guilt yea

I'm only trying to show my son how to be grateful and how to stay real, huh

If you could see this life through my eyes, you wouldn't be the same

All the trust turned into lies, cuz of all the snakes

Fell out of love a couple of times, reading the signs to late

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way

Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way

As you can see right now, I'm jaded, looking at my life in phases

Unrecognizable faces, all these drugs that I've been taking

And I don't know what to feel, cuz my body's going numb

So cold it gives me chills if you see how far I've come

All these tears that I cried, all these love ones dead

Trying to keep my head high and feel alive again

Dealing with the pressure, the type that a diamond gets

Trying to measure out the pain, don't know which side to pick

The good from the bad, over what I have or what I had

Constant visions, I revisit, get brought up from my past

If I'm doing it wrong, who else can I blame but my dad

But I don't want accountability, I just want him back

If you could see this life through my eyes, you wouldn't be the same

All the trust turned into lies, cuz of all the snakes

Fell out of love a couple of times, reading the signs to late

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way

Trying to guide the way

This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way