Memories Lyrics

My mind is so clouded bitch

Feeling so numb, put the blade to my wrist

Maybe I'll feel it this time

This been the decline of a life time

I don't need no damn hotline

Bitch I'll die if I want

Oh you're scared? Good

I stood up off the ground, threw my hood back around my head

Then I told you I'd end up dead

Poppin the pills again

Even though I could never forget

What they did to me, how they fucked up my life

Felt so cold without my light

Yeah, I don't fucking know why I'm back on the fucking bullshit again but whatever

Okay

Lately I forget everything

Voice so weak from all the singing

Oh I meant all of the screaming

My head is so loud, the voices cloud

My thoughts and all of my feelings

I just wish I wasn't alone

I wish I could still text your phone

But I remember the things that I'd done

And I know you don't care what you did

So why should I try to come back again

Maybe one day you'll see my vision

Or maybe one day my heart multiples our division

I'm gone