Maladaptive Daydreams Lyrics

I'm not spending anymore on silly things

Doesn't make me bad

Ice cream in bed to silence all my petty sins

But it won't go away

No it won't go away

I'm not that special after all

Just a little maybe just enough

Mysterious or lost

I don't know

Just a little like everyone

The hardest pill to swallow is when

You wait ten years to find you wasted all your time

Waited so long

Could've done something else

Found my way there

But it wasn't what I thought

I've got everything I wanted

But i still feel dangerously bored

I was angry at all the wrong things

Focusing on the bad alone

Panic attacks and maladaptive daydreaming

Who's got this many fears?

Some things don't matter

We're the ones that give them meaning

Oh yeah

I still regret that i let you go

But who doesn't have regrets in their soul

I know i fell for the wrong girl

Which lead me to the right one

The hardest pill to swallow is when

You wait ten years to find you wasted all your time

Waited so long

Could've done something else

Found my way there

Thought i wanted it all

But now it means nothing to me

Guess i came this far

Shouldn't i do anything

Don't let go no

You don't have to be anything

You can just be

Got to go back and finish what i left halfway

I wasn't right the first time i tried it

Now i'm free i can do things better

Now i'm here i can see things clearer

You said your hands are getting sweaty

I said yeah i'm just a little nervous

You'll be fine just don't let go of me

I said i won't and then i held on tightly