What Saved My Life? Lyrics

Don't ever tell me you understand my pain or I'm being dramatic

You don't have the slightest clue of what I've been through in life

I've been through hell and back and survived

Where there was no one to tell me it was gonna be okay

Don't entertain the pain

So no, you really don't understand

I Put you to the challenge

Become the whole package

Manage your own damage

You gotta hurt in order to know

Fall in order to grow

I awoken with a blast from my past

Set me on the right path fast

Removed my disguise just in time to live this life

Energize tranquilize visualize

You're wasting my time

Act like I'm a shooter from Columbine

My mind's designed like Einstein and Tech 9

I can't repeat your storyline

It's like watching paint drying in overtime

We're just different you and I

Nothing wrong with getting high

At least I smile

Round you always on trial

You're in denial

Smoking weed will put you on a new cycle

A shattered ego or a standard hero

Tired eyes always dry

Talking like you're nine

You're walking a fine line

I see the lies in your eyes

So what is it this time

It's okay to reinvent yourself any day

You can make mistakes along the way and fix those today

You're not wrong if you don't like my song

I'll just turn my head and put my headphones on

Stay withdrawn

Rapid changes far from painless

You're chasing greatness in all the wrong places

Leave a trail as I sail onto a new tale

You'll lose in order to gain and you'll learn from the pain

Keep blaming me

It's you who's not living free

Caged with rage you can't see and you can't breathe

I float above you emerged in love

You're running circles in a rush

I can't bite my tongue

You make me the villain

You don't get a golden ticket

It hurts you

No one else can choose

Think I'd chosen being raised in a cult

Stunted with PTSD as an adult

It didn't take long

They kicked me out

I said farewell onto the next perplexed religion fucked up my head Dizzy spinning spread thin

For years feeling your fear before the fog cleared

I survived the fires of hell

I was a natural rebel

I stay here free from fear cause I'm a seer

Not with with my eyes

Those tend to lie

I use my ears so I can hear

Then my mind it climbs

I can rise

You won't believe me but meth saved my life

I was ill and filled with pills

Had to get off oxy and perks

Meth was the only thing that worked

It brought me here

Gave me a new start

Tears apart in my heart

Oct will take you down

To a place you'll never be found

With no air you'll drown

It's me that creates the space internal echoes reiterate

Invade and persuade

But my PTSD's got a hold on me

A little closer to insanity struggle with duality

Mentally disturbed reality

Manifest reflect and perfect and accept what's next

Making the best

Reap the benefit of the work I've done

It's time to turn my undivided attention

Getting into the vortex as best I can

It's ok to stand out get the word out

When you really love you all that will matter is the truth