When i Realized It Never Mattered Lyrics

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Oooooo I

Can't believe

Can't believe

Can't believe

Can't believe

You

Oh I just wanted you in my arms

Tryna find you

I realized I lost myself

Myself

Myself

Myself

Myself

Myself

Yo

First I'ma speak on the people

That said I would never be shit

Nigga look at me now

Look at me murdering beats

And accomplishing feats

And they see

And they wondering how

Wow

All of the doubt I

Said I'd make it

And that was a vow

They see me cooking up beats in the kitchen

Envisioning visions of bread

And now they wanna chow

Second I just wanna mention

The shit that these niggas be chasin'

To keep a facade

That don't really exist

But they think that it do

So they keep doing ignorant shit

For the clout

Recently I had to view my reflection

And do my deception

I realized I needed to make an ejection

So with no objection

I'm fighting my demons

I'm throwing em' out

Now I'ma talk about you i

Saw that text

And my yellow was blue

After I rested my head on your shoulder

And there I felt more than just physical matter

I felt a connection

That ventured into the etheric

But it doesn't matter

Cus it dissipated the second you

Texted we're though I

Was bewildered

It couldn't be true

What is abandonment next to resentment

And what is resentment right next to regret

What is a rose

Writhing in pain

Watching a sun that

Won't ever set

What is a

What is love

This

Who I am

Who I am

Inside

It unfurls

oh I can't feel my eye

oh I can't feel my I

I

Restraint

But not disorder

Beautiful chaos unravels itself

They look at me

With words that don't speak

I wonder if they'll understand