P.T.S.D ft. Bigdoggstandtall Lyrics

Should I stay or should I leave

Devil on my back, I swear to G.O.D toolie stay packed, fuck love cause you gon' bleed

Lost some solid souls, can't sleep, PTSD

Should I stay or should I leave

Devil on my back, I swear to G.O.D

Toolie stay packed, fuck love cause you gon' bleed

Lost some solid souls, can't sleep, PTSD

I'm bout to tap in

I'm only trying to keep it a buck 50

No cap in

Back then if you was crack, you'd grab a pack then

Who would've thought getting caught would divide your life into fractions

Deadass

Pick up the ball was the safer route

It's crazy how niggas would trick you into that paper route

No pops, mom dukes, pullin' capers now

Shit wasn't always sweet

Eatin' pork and beans and hot dogs

Peanut butter, ice cream, free church up the street

I remember hakeem Olajuwon sneaks

Or that brown bag money and this was in 93

It was scratch that

I was a young dude

I couldn't get past that

Never been a dirty nigga in school getting laughed at

I m passed that

Cut niggas off

Now where my math is at

Get lost, applesauce to a boss

I lost my mind

So that really mean I don't give a shit about shit

And I put that on my moms

I thank God

Y'all keep the sense of entitlement

The worldly things

Spiritually

I walk with grace

My safe place

Rest in peace to everything great

A clean slate

RIP to my mama

Should I stay or should I leave

Devil on my back, I swear to G-O-D

Tootie stay packed

Fuck love cause you gon' bleed

Lost some solid souls, can't sleep

PTSD

Should I stay or should I leave

Devil on my back, I swear to G-O-D

Toolie stay packed

Fuck love cause you gon' bleed

Lost some solid souls, can't sleep

PTSD

I asked God why they forsaking me

Why the devil always breaking me

I told my grandma just to wait for me

Them long nights I had you pray for me

So I had to find my inner peace

Get my ass up off these Cleveland streets

I remember what you did for me

You were the only one that cared for me

You really was there for me

When times got rough

Now you gone, I'm guess I'm out of luck

Some days when I wake up

I just don't give a fuck

PTSD really done fucked me up

You ever lost a loved one

It really hurts inside

You live on but the pain never die

Sometimes I feel macho

Sometimes I just wanna cry

A black man I keep my feelings inside