Healing ft. Indo E & Jet Lyrics

I done take so many drugs i'm not tryna feel it

They told me bro just copped a half it's gon heal it

Bruised from all the stabbings in my back they ain't heal yet

They asking Indo E where he at

He ain't hear yet

Yeah I just been up in my bag you can't steal it

I know im scarred from all the pain you can hear it

But I can't fear

No I can't fear

On the way up to the top

I know y'all see me near it

Focused on my mental lately I been tryna clear it

Niggas tryna grab the wheel but can't steer it

I'm on some real shit

Y'all on some ... shit

Imma stay in my own lane y'all can be on that weird shit

They want some real shit

But is they gonna hear it

They want some real shit

But watch it from a distance

They want some real shit

But is they gonna hear it

They want some real shit

But watch it from a distance

They want some real shit

They want some real shit

They want some real shit

But I see em from a distance

Yeah this pain i'm tryna heal it

Hope that you can feel it

Feel it

Said they want some real shit

But is they gon hear it

Yeah this pain I'm tryna heal it

Nah I can't fear it

No

Tryna make a way but impatient

Procrastinations changing how I'm thinking

Like how i'm supposed to make it if i'm chasing

These niggas and they under me

It's fun to me but I ain't really where I wanna be

I'm gonna be a super star ain't no wanna be

They gonna see everything that i'm gon achieve

They won't believe it

I hear em talking imma leave em speechless

Grow up where i'm from and tell me how it would be when

You chasing goals and your family say you can go and be it

And you go through reality ain't no dreams completed

I'm surrounded by street shit but I'm changing the crowd

Man I grew up to be a king so i'm taking my crown

And I won't go and change a thing cause it's making me now

I know my five year old lil self would look up and be proud

Like you the man Zay

Like yeah we is and it don't matter what your friends say

All 24 it's built to ash like i'm a sensei

No cutting corners imma do this shit the mans way

(aye)

I gotta get ain't tryna fit in I know i'm chosen

I put my heart on a beat and make it full of emotion

I sit at home writing some heat tryna cause an explosion

I hear a beat and beat it up

Beat it up till it's broken

It ain't giving it's earn

And if it's anything I learned you can't wait for your turn

Cause you gon see them tables turn and them bridges burn

I don't say much when in a room I just look and observe

Still a man of my word

Still a man of my word

They want some real shit

They want some real shit

They want some real shit

But I see em from a distance

Yeah this pain i'm tryna heal it

Hope that you can feel it

Feel it