CHAPTER II: PARASOCIAL WITH MYSELF Lyrics

(Wait a minute)

Life is a play that imitates art

But where the hell is my leading part?

Blades cut deep and knives stay sharp

Even when they dug into our heart

She wants me to learn her lore

Still don't know what she's asking for

Bloody footprints where i have walked before

It seems i forgot to close the goddamn door

I'm at a fork in the road

Give me a second, need to decode

All the thoughts that are in my mind

I know it's gonna take some time

I'm in the division making a split decision

Can see their muscles stiffen, cut the transmission

You gave the ammunition to start the demolition

This is an exhibition, we're in the opposition

(Where will you go?)

Same day, new face

Need to find my place

Running down the halls till i fall

Is that my blood i taste?

Low key, know me

Nod their head to agree

Says she see's right through me

Says she hates the new me

I stop time at the drop of a hat

Rip off the plaster and I'll pick at the scab

Cause time heals all wounds

See the doors i move through

I can feel their grabbing hands

My demons are my biggest fans

I'm parasocial with myself

Yeah, i see someone else

Cause I don't know the real me

But she can see right through me

I'm parasocial with myself

Yeah, i see someone else

Cause I don't know the real me

But she can see right through me

The image I created was of my own making

She thinks that I'm faking, no I am awaking

This mood is painstaking

This life is mine for the taking

Well never do the same thing

The future is mine to be shaping

Same day, new face

Need to find my place

Running down the halls till i fall

Is that my blood i taste?

Low key, know me

Nod their head to agree

Says she see's right through me

Says she hates the new me

I'm parasocial with myself

Yeah, i see someone else

Cause I don't know the real me

But she can see right through me

I'm parasocial with myself

Yeah, i see someone else

Cause I don't know the real me

But she can see right through me