Dark Sides Lyrics

So many times I've felt alone

In a house, but not a home

In a crowded room yet I'm feeling like I'm on my own

And I'm thinking like "Fuck where am I gonna go"

Here's a thing you don't know

And I'm losing control

And I'm ready to flow

Out of here on a cloud that I smoked

Into heaven or hell

Whichever one I abode

I'm just a soul going where I've been told

I ask god where he is

Cuz in periods of time of life

When I needed him and he never arrived

And he didn't come through

So don't send me to hell

I'm swearing to you

That this shit is on you

So in times when I thought about ending it all

And the pain I felt never dissolves

Think about it God if you even care

That I did try but you didn't answered my calls

So hows it my fault?

So many times I've felt alone

Just me and my notes

Filled with so much rage and death

There's gotta be something here

That is wrong with my dome

But its been that way forever so I'll be on my own

And people think it's a joke

Bitch just hand me the rope

Give me another fucking reason I'm ready to go

And you think that you're scary

Cuz the guns that you carry

Bitch go the fuck ahead

Please fucking end me already

Depressions got me in a hole

Just ready to leave

Just ready to go

Whatevers next might not be my home

But it's a ride that I'm ready to take

And I'm ready to roll

This lifes taking a toll

Used to being alone

Just stay on my phone

Hate breaking out so I do what I know

Whatevers next might not be my home

But it's a ride I'm ready to take

And I'm ready to roll