Occult Garden ft. Otaku Jerm Lyrics

You know that you bad for me, I can't hang with you

But ignoring all the signs, I still got love for you

We can bloom through in the occult garden, shit that's real for you

Drain away of what makes me whole

Girl I'm all for you

Feeling like you buried me twice and each time saved your life

Going back and forth with my conscience, no way I could see you cry

My self-discipline shatters, don't no other shit matter

When I'm close to you, I know it's true, but my heart can feel the patterns of us

Stepping out of character where arguments feel regular

Day in and day out, thought process couldn't register

Of doing the same shit often, I swear that it's draining me

Saw me in a coffin that was buried prematurely

But I stayed until my breaking point, then I had to leave

Came back down to earth, felt my judgment mixing in with the trees

It's hard to let go of things that you wanted the most

So I continue to let you come around if it's to chase a ghost

Cause you know you be doing too much with a nigga

Trying to chill and count my figures

When you come around, gotta dumb it down

Wasn't trying to hurt your feelings

Yet, you know that I know that you know

You're no good for me, get ghost

This shit a joke, got all my demons provoked

I feel so alive when I'm with you, at the same I feel like a ghost

You know that you hurt me the most

What you did, should never be told

They told me to fold, bitch I ain't complacent

You know that I move on my own

Staining my soul with this blood on my hands, I think I should leave alone

This time I'm taking control

I'm guiding my mind and my soul

I am who I am, and I am what I'm not, you know why I keep me some chrome

Moving along this occulted garden, piecing together my soul

Til the end, I ain't get it then

But I get it now

Buried in a garden where the specter's asking me

What's left inside me just to pry away the sanity within myself

Keep living like Geto or Gojo and stick to my plans

The question I asked myself repositioned my only stance

On if this is right, and I continue this fight

That's eating me to the point where I'm just like, fuck it, I might

End up losing control and falling back on these hoes

I can't remember the last time I was sharing my goals with others

Except my mother, and every time I talk to my brothers

You like the sun to rays, but you love to reign down on my weather

As I'm crawling out the grave that I was put in

I find your soul search for me back in that garden