Feel Lyrics

I feel like I'm going insane

I feel like everything is just pain

I feel like with the pressure that is racking my brain

I feel the thousand differences don't make a difference because I still feel the same

I feel like nobody should ever call me a friend

I feel like the only way by is just to pretend

I feel like I'm spiraling down and falling again

I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I can't trust anyone not even myself

I feel like amidst the flames I'm still drowning in Hell

I feel like I'm flirting with death I kiss and I tell

I feel like I'm losing my mind and I am the well

Like I'm drowning in a pool so I'm flipping the table

Shake the 8 ball asking am I really unable

To ever find peace or is it all just a Fabvl

Let the bodies hit the floor but the floor is unstable

I feel like I'm losing my mind

I feel like this agony is divine

I feel like I meditate and contemplate and mediate but really ain't

The one anyone should ever really follow cus I still need a sign

I feel like through love and emotion

We find a way to find hope when it's hopeless

And then I lost everyone I hold close to my heart

I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I feel like my vision's enhanced

Or maybe I'm just a bastard

Cus I don't have the answer

To get rid of the cancer

I'm a slave to pain and this bitch is my master

I was bred into tragedy, that's a natural disaster

I know that I been living out the sins of the father

And I cried even harder when I figured out that he was a martyr

Tell me if we're just fodder

Why should I even bother

Even Mary gave her little lamb up for the slaughter

I fight for what I don't have cus I'm all alone

Fuck the Kamui dimension, come and step in my zone

Lightning Blade to the chest kunai to the dome

Would have done so much more for you if only I'd know

I feel like even with this gift I've been given

I feel like every new tech is just a new prison

I feel like I've fallen way farther than I could have risen

I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I feel ungrateful cus I wasn't livin happily

You call these tragedies? It's everyday crap to me

I wish it could be different and I mean this shit actually

I feel like I still lost because this is what it had to be

I feel like the whole world is dragging me down

I feel like I don't deserve this family I found

I feel like to this hurricane I'm forever bound

I feel like, feel like, feel like, feel like

I feel like I don't know what I should feel like

Cus the lines getting blurry from the nightmares and real life

A Thick dark fog clouds my visions and steals

My strength and ties me down as it breaks me for real

I feel like a waste cus I'll never be fine

I feel like I'm not a hero cus I crossed every line

Feel like I'm still asking the universe why

Does my guilt always push all my good to the side

Should I feel like a hero cus I put you to rest

I feel like I ain't shit, enough wasn't my best

Life's all about learning and I'm failing the test

I feel like I'll always have this pain in my chest

I feel I should still have hope it's a brand new day

And I still got ones to keep the tears at bay

Even through all the pride I'm still feeling the shame

Cus I still don't know what the fuck to say.