this loss i found Lyrics

If you told me then

Where I would be now

I wouldn't believe

That I'd still be around

'Cause I thought about

Killing myself every night

I'm sorry, that's dark

But I'd run out of light

The stains on my friends' shoulders

And the days getting colder

And the bruises all over my knees

And the torn scripture pages

And the five fucking stages

I was blind but I finally see

I'm okay, I'll be alright

Even though the pain never goes

Far away, I'll keep it close

'Cause I know I still have a home

My house burnt to ashes

Just dust on the ground

But I'll build it back again

With all of this loss I found

All of this loss I found

Been waking up early

And growing my hair

And kissing my kids

I guess I'm getting there

The emptiness fills up

There's blossoming new love

Maybe it matters I'm here

I'm okay, I'll be alright

Even though the pain never goes

Far away, I'll keep it close

'Cause I know I still have a home

And the rain never stops falling down

And the wind's always blowing me 'round

But I can't help but curl up

The corners of my mouth

'Cause I'm okay

I'll be alright

I'm okay, I'll be alright

Even though the pain never goes

Far away, I'll keep it close

Yeah, I know I still have a home

My house burnt to ashes

Just dust on the ground

But I'll build it back again

With all of this loss I found

All of this loss I found

Doo, doo, doo

Da, doo, doo

Oh, oh