La La Land (Bonus Track) Lyrics

This life I've been building

Climbing up, no ceilings

Yet chains hold a grip so tight

Like Homer to Bart Simpson

All those times I've been missing

Wonder how I had missed it

Oh the good old days, didn't know I was in it

Shit

Now I'm living in a sort of bliss

A paradise distorted in

A dopamine rewarding bitch

That sticks around and suck my dick to Counterfeit the guilt and stress

Dishing out at different levels

I've been feeling like a rebel

Looking in this mirror, slowly killing myself

While drowning in wealth

Tell me why I still feel little

Looking up upon a shelf

Well, the answer lies in cookie jars containing better images

See, when I'm feeling low I put my shoes in times more intimate

And gleam upon it wishing that I had that confidence

Or that I had that common sense

Or flipping the script and that maybe back then I was locked in

And prepped for all the changes creeping in

I've always been a victim to this changing shit

So look

I put my sadness into that bad bitch holding my hand

Feel her attachment

With strings attaching

Know how this ends

Death bed by fifty

Lungs black and heavy

Holding on to her until my final breath, ugh

Reminiscing back when I took that first breath

Yeah, I'm cycling back to this underlying mess

Oh my dear

Your La-La Land is a whole damn hex

Distracting me and swaying me away from my best

Like shit

It's time to mother fucking quit

That's right

I'm done