Self Control Lyrics

I don't wanna control myself

Just wanna take take take the things that make me feel good

I don't wanna take care of myself

Just wanna bang bang bang my head against the wall

I just need to distract myself from all the bullshit

Don't wanna rely on anybody else

So I've been turning to substances

I know it's not the best, but it's better than nothing at all

There's nothing better than wasting my time

But now I'm over all the waiting in line along with everybody else

I just wanna get away, away

I think that I'm done with this whole place

I don't really care about anything

Trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit

I don't understand how it happened like this

I don't really know what I'm here for

But I don't really care about it anymore

I'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense

I don't understand why I'm feeling like

Been tryna let it go, but I'm clenching my fists

Cuz ain't no way I'm going down without a fight

Keep bending till I grow, I ain't throwing no fits

Cuz don't nobody care what you're feeling like

I'm counting on myself, not on anybody else

I don't really know why, it's not like I don't need the help

It's starting to feel like this is just a waste of time

Fuck it 1, 2, 3, 4

I think that I'm done with this whole place

I don't really care about anything

Trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit

I don't understand how it happened like this

I don't really know what I'm here for

But I don't really care about it anymore

I'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense

I don't understand why I'm feeling like

I think that I'm done with this whole place

I don't really care about anything

Trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit

I don't understand how it happened like this

I don't really know what I'm here for

But I don't really care about it anymore

I'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense

I don't understand why I'm feeling like