Justafean Lyrics

I'm just a fiend, I have a dream, it's to live until that day, I'll stay in this place

And I'll try to make something that could be seen as great, but I don't believe that this could be that

I'm trying to be me, but I can't see that wall that I'm trying to climb, it's just a mountain

I'm standing here and staring back into my own eyes, this mirror is clear, but I have this fear

I don't see that wall I'm trying to climb, it's just a mountain

I'm standing in the valley looking down at the lines, until that day, I'll stay in this place

And I'll try to make something out of this paper and this page, and I'll turn it every single day

And I'm trying to leave, but I don't know what I can see at the end of this hill

See, I'm trying to build, I'm trying to grow, you know, and I know that I'm old and I'm covered in mold

I'm just trying not to get sold to the wind for a dollar and a motherfucking bone

Just let me go, why do I always stay, when they ask me to stay, I always fucking cave

And they ask me to stay, I just want to go away, but I can't leave, it's like I'm tied down to this tree

At the bottom of this lake, I'm drowning in hay, the place that I'm at

And I want nothing more than change, but I can't ever leave

I'm trying to see if I can create something, one day I'll look back and then I'll say

Hey Jack, you were not such a bad man, I wish you were more like your mother and your dad

But you can't be like them, you gotta be yourself, so try not to kill yourself in the brain

Every single day, when you wish you were more than you are, just accept all of the hate

And the way that you face the world every single day, when they laugh in your face, it's totally a-okay

Just walk away, cause you have two feet, it's your job to use them to go away

Just leave, don't return, if they burned you and then laughed at you for wearing funny shoes

But you know the reason that you don't have those kicks is because you invested your time into building these bricks

That now you live within, your house is not clean, but you made it, it is yours

And now you can see that the hard work you invest in this moment right now

One day will be used to create something people may look at one day and say

Wow, how did he do it? Well, if they don't see all of the motherfucking pain that's inside of my face

I just endure the hate, I smile and laugh, and then I walk away

And I continue to write, I try not to fight, I just use the pen and then I go up on the mic and I try