as i fall Lyrics

Watch as I fall back into old routines and do nothing at all

Inhaling nicotine, ignoring all the calls

Try to leave the house, but I feel my doors turn to a wall

Used to run through life, but now I've let it go

And I don't wanna wait no more

Not what I was put in this life for

Try to push for more

Give me something to fight for

Day by day, I'm just watching this life pass me by

I lost my sense of time, yeah

I just sit in my room getting high and try not to cry

Have I lost my mind yet,

I don't know myself anymore, yeah

I'm feeling torn, lay down and my eyes won't shut

I've been walking the streets after 4 till my feet get sore

Smoke blunts till the world wakes up

I rinse and repeat, gave up on my dream

I write to try, feel like I'm not just a waste of space

Don't wanna see a stage, too busy chasing fame

And now they all

watch as I fall

Back into old routines and do nothing at all

Inhaling nicotine, ignoring all the calls

Try to leave the house, but I feel my doors turn to a wall

Used to run through life, but now I've let it go

And I don't wanna wait no more

Last two years been chasing ghosts

Hatred down to the core

Please don't look when I slit my throat

Cuts on my back

Chained to my past and the chains won't snap

One ounce and a dash

Head down low and my eyes roll back