Euthanasia (Live at Hawthorne Theater, Portland, OR) Lyrics

I was right there

While you fought tooth and nail

Gasping in the gas mask thrashing till you disappeared

Say you're not scared, that you know it's cause I cared and

Say you know I love you, and that hope was just not there

And I know, I know that I'm wrong

That when you're gone you're gone

And I can't bring you home

But I want, I want to believe

That you'll remember me when you're just memory

Roots in the ground

Or uploaded to the cloud or

Warm inside our hearts or as electrons in our head – nowhere now

Over the rainbow, can I stop by and say hello and

Sorry I would take it back if I could but I know

To love one from too far to call

Is not to love at all, to whom is it I talk?

But I want, I want to believe

That you can still hear me when you're just memory

Said "it's okay"

And "It'll be all be over soon"

I'd never let a bad thing happen to you

Now goodnight I love you

And every, everybody dies

Fighting for their lives, just trying to survive

Well now I know, I know why we say

That there's a better place that waits beyond the grave, oh

And I know, I know it's not true.

There's just no more you but as long as there's no proof

Then I choose, I choose to believe

That we'll met in sweet dreams after you're put to sleep