6 AM REFLECTIONS Lyrics

And it's just months and months of waiting

Overthinkin' every action, every word

And fuck, I really fuckin' hate it

Now I'm drinkin' way more than I should

And now I'm wasted, Everything I did was thankless

You said you loved me, but you couldn't ever say it

And honestly, I'm way past the point of breakin'

I almost do this to myself because I hate me

It's always just a little more time, and a little less love

Just a little less mine, and a little more you

And now I feel used, broken, hopeless, baby would you choose

Said that I was perfect, what the fuck I do to you, and

I'm so confused, lyin' down in your bathroom

Crying and I'm tryin' to figure out what I should do, man

Go ahead and take a sip, text me when you're drunk

Don't be surprised when I ain't answer bitch, I'm feelin' done

Now everybody tell me that maybe I shouldn't trust

But I still defend you when you've probably just been playing dumb

Watchin' shows, attention broke, can't fuckin' bare it

Cause I'm too busy thinking bout if you really fuckin' cared if

I ever took a trip, maybe I'm tripping, shit it's scary

I'll be up for months just thinkin' bout this fuckin' January

And I know it sounds dumb, but dammit, baby, I'm not crazy

Had me under your thumb

You had me chasing, rearranging all the plans that I'd done

Yeah, it ain't phased me, you need changing, I've done that shit enough

Can't even look you in the eyes, yeah, I despise all the tears

Just two days before I cried cause I was smilin' dear

It's not what I hypothesized, instead the shit that I feared

How the fuck I ain't realize that this whole time I was here

Said I was perfect, I'm still hurtin', ain't that fuckin' ironic

Yeah, it's absurd, put all the work in, now it's shifting like 'tonics

I swear it's cursed, I'm fuckin' certain yeah, these walls fuckin' haunted

Spit one more verse and it's curtains on everything that I wanted

Go ahead and take a sip, text me when you're drunk

Don't be surprised when I ain't answer bitch, I'm feelin' done

Now everybody tell me that maybe I shouldn't trust

But I still defend you when you've probably just been playing dumb

Go ahead and take a sip, text me when you're drunk

Don't be surprised when I ain't answer bitch, I'm feelin' done

Now everybody tell me that maybe I shouldn't trust

But I still defend you when you've probably just been playing dumb