bffs w/ my anxiety Lyrics

That feelin' woke me up again today

Before I even eat my eggs

These racin' thoughts scramble my brain

Remember I got bills to pay

So I go and work a job I hate

Just tryna make it through another day

And I'm not gettin' any younger

And these nights just keep on growin' longer

And I try to fight it 

But that only makes it stronger

So before I let this pain keep killin' me

I'm gonna be bffs with my anxiety 

I tried to kick it out, but it comes right back to me

I cut it off, I changed the key

I ghosted it now it's haunting me

And I don't know how much more that I can take

Of my anxiety

Ay Ay, Ay Ay

My anxiety

Ay Ay, Ay Ay

Wish I could throw it back to our younger days

When we'd live to play and stay up super late

But I know that just ain't reality

Who knew the worries inside my head 

And all the monsters under my bed

Would grow up to live rent free inside my brain

And I'm not gettin' any younger

And these nights just keep on growin' longer

And I try to fight it 

But that only makes it stronger

So before I let this pain keep killin' me

I'm gonna be bffs with my anxiety 

I tried to kick it out, but it comes right back to me

Yeah, I cut it off

I stuffed it down 

Pretend like I'm feelin' better now

But it just keeps gettin' way harder to face 

My anxiety  

Ay Ay, Ay Ay

My anxiety 

Ay Ay, Ay Ay

I don't need adderall

I don't need any drugs at all

Only I can make me feel okay

One thing bout misery

It really does love company 

But I'm done with it drivin' me insane

So screw the agony, I'm

Kickin' it outta me, I

Know I'll find the remedy someday

And all this tragedy, it

Won't be the death of me, cuz

I'm makin' peace with all my pain

I'm gonna be bffs with my anxiety 

I tried to kick it out, but it comes right back to me

Yeah, I cut it off, I changed the key

I ghosted it now it's haunting me

And it's with me every second of everyday

My Anxiety

Ay Ay, Ay Ay

My anxiety 

Ay Ay, Ay Ay

My anxiety