Thoughts ft. Nicky P Lyrics

I'm taking the trauma. I'm making it move

Eviction. It's coming for you

I juggle these thoughts inside of my room

I'm letting them loose. I'm breaking the truce

Picking apart the things that we do

All of this noise, I'm hating it too

I'm keeping my demons fed

All of these thoughts inside of my head

You do not bleed the way that I bled

Look at the emotion. It's turning me red

I figured it out

I'm pushing the doubt out of my mouth

I don't need the clout. I'm working it out

Born and raised

Never saw the light, only dark days

Yeah. Middle fingers to the ones that caved

Praying hands to the ones that stayed

Embedded with trauma

Running these sentences, don't need the commas

Ooo

All of the pain that I'm fond of

The way that they wonder

They're picking a number

They're waiting for turn

Jump in a casket or get what you earn

My type of god don't believe in returns

Crossing the T's and dotting the I's

Reading between all of the lies

Do not comply, they're coming for life

The way that they eat off that dotted line

I'm keeping my head strong

I don't need therapy. I know it's wrong

I study myself all night long

I put all my pain into my songs

Ooo

In it to win it. The way that I spin it

Look at the difference. Nothing is instant

Changing the image that was a blemish

I've been acquitted. I've been persistent

Brain keeps ticking. Back in remission

I've been resilient

Working on flaws. Breaking them all

I used to climb them, now I go through the walls

I'm keeping my demons fed

All of these thoughts inside of my head

You do not bleed the way that I bled

Look at the emotion. It's turning me red

I figured it out

I'm pushing the doubt out of my mouth

I don't need the clout. I'm working it out

Been doing what they said I couldn't

There's motive when I get to cooking

I know I shouldn't

But you know I will get the mills paying bills

Snap in a session whenever I book it

Keep it real. Always in my feels

Eyes peeled. I know when they're looking

I can really feel the stares climbing

Why they always picking dares? Lying

Ain't nothing to compare. Try it

This one hitting as hard as life is

I don't mind it

Peace, been trying to find it

Learned from the wisest

Always have perfect timing

Don't listen to the two cents they chime in

Even on the darkest days I'm still shining

I've been out here moving trying to live out these dreams

I can see it so vivid

All these verses, I lived them

Whole team can't switch it

Same people I've been with

Never showing up winless

Always handle this business

The presence alone is gifted

Recorded it all in case you missed it

If I do not have a base level

How will I ever know if I'm in trouble

I'm popping my bubble

It's time for my thoughts and my demons to huddle

A struggle. I have a couple. A permanent juggle

I tend to get lost in the hustle

All in the details, down to the subtle

Know I'm okay if I stumble

Learning to build from the rubble

You can achieve all that you need

Happiness is still out of reach

All of these things that you cannot teach

Do not forget dark thoughts have freedom of speech

They usually arrive when you at your peak

Don't be deceived. Got tricks up my sleeve

Cause everyone still need to eat. Sheesh

We're keeping our demons fed

All of these thoughts inside of our head

You do not bleed the way that we bled

Look at the emotion. It's turning us red

We figured it out

We're pushing the doubt out of our mouth

We don't need the clout. We're working it out

We're pulling the strings. All of us kings

You ask what I bring? All of the things

Got what you need, you better believe

We handle their needs. No need to say please

We do it for fam. Don't got to ask. They know who I am

Supply the demands. Everything built with my hands

Only advance. Look what I did with my chance

I'm picking a part of the plan

These syllables are getting out of hand

We do what we want. They do what they can

I got the 813 repping the brand

Watch how the branches expand

Chilling where air is the thinnest

The way that we did it, you know that we finished

Damn