Trauma Lyrics

I admit

It wasn't that nice

Trying to be okay when I just wanted to hide

Inside a cupcake that my mother made

And pretend to be a child again

Now I wonder what you would have looked like

What you would have eaten, what you would have hated, maybe me

Cause I am a freak

And I don't know if I really really wanted you

That's why I probably lost you

But nobody knew

Aaaaaa they call it trauma

Aaaaaa I call it therapy

Aaaaaa this is not a drama

But you should've stayed just for another day

I admit

It was like a cold shower

It woke me up from the denial I was living in

And he was there facing the empire

Of the demons that were tearing my womb apart

Now I wonder what you would have looked like

What you would have eaten, what you would have hated, maybe me

Yes I am a freak

And I don't know if I really really wanted you

That's why I probably miss you

Like a fool

Aaaaaa they call it trauma

Aaaaaa I call it therapy

Aaaaaa this is not a drama

But you should've stayed just for another day