Even At My Worst ft. Ryini Beats Lyrics

(This is Ryini Beats)

Yeah

But, even in my lowlife you knew my songs first

He made the beats, it's his work

Get a load of the streets when I'm alone

Always lost for words

When talking to his girl, want to give her what she deserves

Walking with her with a lots of nerves

Now I see I was just wasting my time

When I'm just a friend, back to the studio to rhyme

And to scream and rage

Then, turn the page

Put a mask on that has a smile on my face

Scrolling through my camera roll when I'm in my own space

Yeah, I'm in my own place

Even At My Worst

Being in love is just cursed

Could've died and end it there in June

Being crippled to still in tune

I'll be Back In Motion to handle my business

Fans are gonna tell me that's it's been a minute

Claiming Resurrection to finish the mission

And it starts by seeing my truth in the vision

Being Legendary, that is what I've been given

I know that I can't walk away from it all

I know that I will wait for you on my own

Cannot believe this

It's so deceiving

You've been deceived all alone

Then, I'll live in a world where I'm With You

Wake from this dream, don't know what to do

Deception all around, can't find my route

It's like I'm stuck in solitude, but I'm still in a good mood

Or it's just a masquerade?

Thought I could change my fate?

(Hold up!)

Bunch of rejections has determined it

And fate doesn't make mistakes

Over and over and over again my heart breaks

But they tell me to believe in Faith

Find myself saving grace

I just hope they're listening to my voice

Just wanted to say "I Love You" just this once

(Just this once)

Even At My Worst

All could have ended back in June

Never had the chance to say goodbye

Know it's not over, never knew why

Back In Motion to handle my business

Fans are gonna tell me that's it's been a minute

Claiming Resurrection to finish the mission

And it starts by seeing the truth in my vision

That I'm KingJeremy15, this is what I've been given

I know that I can't walk away from it all

I know that I will wait for you on my own

Cannot believe this

It's so deceiving

You've been deceived all alone

Yeah, she's sorry to let me down

Coming back, hoping she'll come around

Addicted to this drug, can't quit

Know it can be fixed

Yeah

Get a grip, get a grip

Get a grip of your own life

Someone will bless you and be with you in this life

Never Forget but learned to forgive

Know that you have a gift within

Cause one day, the whole world is gonna see

That I remain to stay legendary